It
has been maybe 2 or 3 months since I last got on the scale.
I
am not a slave to the scale.
I
weighed in once a week and moved on with my day.
I’m
usually a measurements person. I love watching the inches go bye-bye.
She
varies from morning to night
She doesn't care about new hairdos and muscle mass.
She
just gut punches you with a number.
Yesterday
I went home, urinated and showered.
I
stepped out the shower and the scale caught my eye.
I
got on it.
0__o
According
to the scale, between 5:30 and 6pm, I have gained 12lbs.
My
heart dropped.
I
have worked so hard TOO HARD
10
lbs!!!
I
refuse to go back in the direction I came from.
I
don’t want to be fat anymore.
Buckling
this shit down.
I
have to get back on point.
I
used to log ALLLLLLL my food.
I
had an exercise routine that I would not miss.
My
mind was focused.
I
wanted it more than anything I could ever dream of. I still do.
I've gotten lazy. It’s easier to lay in bed
and sulk.
Oh
I’ll just have one piece of carrot Cake.
12
lbs
Twelve
pounds
Ugh
I just can’t have that.
D will be getting her shit together.
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D.
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